I have been still pressing forward--I started to read a book called "The way of Quygung"
The main thing I have to fight is that little voice in my head that tries to tell me that being good to myself is a "sin" . I hung around in fundamentlist circles for the bulk of my life. Then there is the other thing that my mind tries to pull on me--It goes something like this.
"Ok-you've had your fun eating right and have lost some weight--so you think you diserve to be healthly???? The Party's over---Let's get back to normal--being sick and tired!"
This always whines in a (and I mean No offence to anyone) in that weedling jewish momma voice.
But I am not so old that I think I know everything-and that I can say NO to the voices that have run my life.